Due Date Tomorrow

Well, our due date is tomorrow and there is no sign of baby Riley. I am super uncomfortable, having contractions every day, and I threw out my back last Monday and it still hurts. I am ready for Riley to make his appearance and not be pregnant any more. Everytime I start having contractions I time them and hope they will result in labor. But, they eventually go away and I'm left wondering when it will happen.

Well, I at least know that it will happen the lastest Tuesday. My doctor said he would induce me on Tuesday and that may be the best for everyone. Especially since Mike has to commute from Marina del Rey to Fountain Valley to the hospital. If we know exactly when labor will start, then Mike definitely won't miss it.

Even though I'm ready for it to be over, I also can't believe that its almost over. In less than two days I'm going to be a mom again. I don't remember anything. I'm sure it will all come back. I'm excited, anxious, and nervous. I'm excited to see what he looks like, how Kayla reacts, and how Mike reacts. I'm anxious for the delivery, breastfeeding, and the aftermath of birth. I'm nervous to be taking care of two kids, to be home all summer, and to be mother to a newborn again.

Hope to see you soon Baby Riley.